Repentance and Conversion
A short meditation on how
repentance and conversion go together.
Repentance and Conversion
Dr. William S. Plumer (1802-1880)
Repentance
belongs exclusively to the religion of sinners. It has no place in the
exercises of unfallen creatures. He who has never done a sinful act nor
had a sinful nature needs neither forgiven. But sinners need all these
blessings. To them they are indispensable. The wickedness of the human
heart makes it necessary.
Under all dispensations, since our first
parents were expelled from the Garden of Eden, God
has insisted on repentance. Among
the patriarchs, Job said, “I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes”
(Job 42:6). Under the Law, David wrote the thirty-second and fifty-first
psalms. John the Baptist cried, “Repent
ye, for the kingdom of heaven is at
hand” (Matthew 3:2). Christ’s account of Himself is that He “came not to
call the righteous, but sinners to repentance” (Mark 2:17). Just before
His ascension, Christ commanded “that repentance and remission of sins
should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at
Jerusalem” (Luke 24:47). And the Apostles taught the same
doctrine “testifying both to the Jews, and also to the Greeks,
repentance toward God, and faith toward our Lord Jesus Christ” (Acts
20:21). So that any system of religion among men which should not
include repentance, would upon its very face be false….This doctrine
will not be amiss while the world stands.
Though repentance is an obvious and
oft-commanded duty, yet it cannot be truly and acceptably performed
except by the grace of God. It is a gift from heaven.
Paul directs Timothy in meekness to
instruct those that oppose themselves: “If God peradventure will give
them repentance to the acknowledging of the truth” (2 Timothy 2:25).
Christ is exalted a Prince and a Savior “to give repentance” (Acts
5:31). So when the heathen were brought in, the church glorified God,
saying, “Then hath God also to the Gentiles granted repentance unto
life” (Acts 11:18). All this is according to the tenor of the Old
Testament promises. There God says He will do this work for us and in
us. Listen to His gracious words: “A new heart also will I give you, and
a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart
out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh. And I will put
my spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes, and ye shall
keep my judgments, and do them” (Ezekiel 36:26, 27). So that true
repentance is a special mercy from God. He gives it. It comes from none
other. It is impossible for poor fallen nature so far to recover herself
by her own strength as truly to repent. The heart is wedded to its own
ways and justifies its own sinful courses with incurable obstinacy,
until divine grace makes the change. No motives to good are strong
enough to overcome depravity in the natural heart of man. If ever we
attain this grace, it must be through the great love of God to perishing
men.
Yet repentance is most reasonable. No
man acts wisely till he repents. When the prodigal came to himself, he
went straightway to his father. It is so obviously proper that he who
has done wrong should be heartily sorry for it and never do so any more,
that some infidels have asserted that repentance was sufficiently taught
by natural religion without the Bible. But this is a mistake. The true
doctrine of repentance is understood nowhere but in Christian countries,
and not even there by infidels. Besides, that which is required of us
may be very reasonable, and yet be very repugnant to men’s hearts. When
called to duties which we are reluctant to perform, we are easily
persuaded that they are unreasonably
exacted of us. It is therefore always helpful to us to have a command of
God binding our consciences in any case. It is truly benevolent in God
to speak to us so authoritatively in this matter. God “now
commandeth all men every where to repent” (Acts 17:30). The ground of
the command is that all men everywhere are sinners. Our blessed Savior
was without sin, and of course He could not repent. With that solitary
exception, since the Fall there has not been found any just person who
needed no repentance. And none are more to be pitied than those poor
deluded men who see in their hearts and lives nothing to repent of.
But what is true repentance?
This is a question of the highest importance.
It deserves our closest attention.
The following is probably as good a definition as has yet been given.
“Repentance unto life is an evangelical grace… [whereby] a sinner, out
of the sight and sense not only of the danger, but also of the
filthiness and odiousness of his sins, as contrary to the holy nature
and righteous Law of God, and upon the apprehension of His mercy in
Christ to such as are penitent, so grieves for and hates his sins as to
turn from them all unto God, purposing and endeavoring to walk with Him
in all the ways of His commandments.” That this definition is sound and
Scriptural will appear more and more clearly the more thoroughly it is
examined. True repentance is sorrow for sin, ending in reformation. Mere
regret is not repentance, neither is mere outward reformation. It is not
an imitation of virtue, it is virtue itself…
He, who truly repents, is chiefly sorry
for his sins. He, whose
repentance is spurious, is chiefly concerned for their
consequences. The former
chiefly regrets that he has done
evil; the latter that he has
incurred evil. One sorely laments that he deserves punishment;
the other that he must suffer punishment. One approves of the Law which
condemns him; the other thinks he is hardly treated, and that the Law is
rigorous. To the sincere penitent, sin appears exceeding sinful; to him
who sorrows after a worldly sort, sin, in some form, appears pleasant.
He regrets that it is forbidden. One says it is an evil and bitter thing
to sin against God, even if no punishment followed. The other sees
little evil in transgression if there were no painful consequences sure
to follow. If there were no hell, the one would still wish to be
delivered from sin. If there were no retribution, the other would sin
with increased greediness. The true penitent is chiefly averse to sin as
it is an offence against God. This embraces all sins of every
description. But it has often been observed that two classes of sins
seem to rest with great weight on the conscience of those whose
repentance is of a godly sort. These are
secret sins and sins of
omission. On the other hand,
in a spurious repentance, the mind is much inclined to dwell on
open sins and on sins of
commission. The true penitent
knows the plague of an evil heart and a fruitless life. The spurious
penitent is not much troubled about the real state of heart, but grieves
that appearances are so much against him.
It is indeed true that oftentimes
some one sin is very prominent in the thoughts of the genuine penitent.
Peter wept bitterly for having denied his Lord. David says of the matter
of Uriah, “My sin is ever before me” (Psa 51:3). On these words Luther
says, “That is, my sin plagues me, gives me no rest, no peace; whether I
eat or drink, sleep or wake, I am always in terror of God’s wrath and
judgment.” And how often and penitently does Paul refer to the great sin
of his life, the murder of the saints….But though one sin may be first
or most deeply impressed on the mind, yet in true repentance the mind
does not rest there. The Samaritan woman was first convicted of living
with a man who was not her husband. But soon she says that Christ had
told her all things that ever she did. On the day of Pentecost, Peter
labored to convict his hearers of the guilt of Christ’s death. He was
successful to a great extent. The result was their repentance for all
sin, and their conversion unto God. “He that repents of sin as sin, does
implicitly repent of all sin.” So soon and so clearly as he discovers
the sinful nature of any thing, he abhors it. A wicked thought, no less
than a vile word or evil deed is for a loathing to the true penitent.
The promise runs, “They shall loathe themselves for the evils which they
have committed in all their abominations.” So that if there were no
beings in the universe but God and the true penitent, he would have very
much the same emotions of sorrow and humiliation that he has now. And if
instead of countless offences he was conscious of comparatively few, the
nature of his mental exercises would be the same as now. It is therefore
true that he, who ingenuously repents of sin, repents of all sin. To
change one sin for another, even though it be less gross or more secret,
is but disowning one enemy of God to form an alliance with another.
Nor is a true penitent afraid of
humbling himself too much. He
does not measure the degrees of his self-abasement before God. He would
take the lowest place. He says, “Behold, I am vile; what shall I answer
thee?” (Job 40:4). “O God, thou knowest my foolishness; and my sins are
not hid from thee” (Psalm 69:5). “All our righteousnesses are as filthy
rags” (Isa 64:6). “If thou, LORD, shouldest mark iniquities, O Lord, who
shall stand?” (Psalm 130:3). “Have mercy upon me, O God, according to
thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies
blot out my transgressions” (Psalm 51:1). It is not of the nature of
genuine lowliness of heart before God to be nice and careful not to get
too prostrate in the dust. Its great fear is that it will after all be
proud and self-sufficient.
True repentance has in it also much
shame. This relates not only to open and disreputable crimes, but
also to secret sins, to vain thoughts, and evil imaginations: “O my God,
I am ashamed and blush to lift up my face to thee, my God” (Ezra 9:6);
“Shew the [temple] to the house of Israel, that they may be ashamed of
their iniquities” (Ezekiel 43:10). He who does not blush for his sins
has never been truly ashamed of them, has never really and heartily
forsaken them.…Nor does this shame cease with the hope of pardon, but is
rather thereby increased. So God says, “I will establish unto thee an
everlasting covenant. Then thou shalt remember thy ways, and be
ashamed….And I will establish my covenant with thee; and thou shalt know
that I am the LORD: That thou mayest remember, and be confounded, and
never open thy mouth any more because of thy shame, when I am pacified
toward thee for all that thou hast done, saith the Lord GOD” (Ezekiel
16:60b, 61a, 62, 63). On this point, universal Christian experience
fully accords with God’s Word. Paul never forgave himself for his cruel
persecutions. Peter never ceased to be ashamed of his cowardly denial of
his Lord. David never ceased to be ashamed of his base conduct.
A true penitent also reforms. A
holy life is the invariable fruit of genuine repentance. “If I have done
iniquity, I will do no more” (Job 34:32)….When Ephraim sincerely
repented, he utterly renounced idolatry, saying, “What have I to do any
more with idols?” (Hosea 14:8). He does not really confess sin who does
not forsake it. He who hates sin turns from it. It was not the habit of
David’s life to commit murder and adultery, though he once did both; nor
of Peter to deny his Lord, and curse and swear, though he was once
guilty of both these. A true penitent is not willing to be always
sinning and repenting. We often read of “fruits meet for repentance,” or
“fruits worthy of repentance.” Paul, having said that “godly sorrow
worketh repentance not to be repented of; but the sorrow of the world
worketh death” (2 Corinthians 7:10), gives a very lively account of the
effects of true repentance: “For behold this selfsame thing, that ye
sorrowed after a godly sort, what carefulness it wrought in you, yea,
what clearing of yourselves, yea, what indignation, yea, what fear, yea,
what vehement desire, yea, what zeal, yea, what revenge!” (2 Corinthians
7:11).
Genuine repentance also draws its
chief motives from the milder aspects of the divine character and the
sweet influences of the cross. It is not the severity so much as the
mercy of God that melts the heart. “The goodness of God leadeth thee to
repentance” (Rom 2:4). It melts the heart when it sees God’s kindness
and its own baseness. None but a soul not touched by the finger of God
can agree to be bad because God is good, or consent to a career of folly
because the Lord is merciful. Repentance unto life invariably looks not
merely at the goodness of God in creation and providence, but has a
special regard to the work of redemption: “They shall look upon me whom
they have pierced, and they shall mourn for him, as one mourneth for his
only son, and shall be in bitterness” (Zechariah 12:10). This is
specially stated to have been the ground of the repentance of the three
thousand on the day of Pentecost. It is so still. Nothing breaks the
heart like a sight of Christ crucified. This is obtained by faith only.
There can be no evangelical repentance without saving faith. Indeed,
“the true tears of repentance flow from the eye of faith.” To “repent
and believe the gospel” are not separate, though they are distinct
duties. He who sincerely does one never omits the other. He who lacks
one of these graces never attains the other. So that true repentance is
always also connected with love.
From Vital Godliness
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